" A thought for Today"

"Hope and Direction"

Secretly feed

And strengthen !

Not Again !

It's sad Its' heart breaking! It's gut wrenching! It's mind blowing! It's unbelievable! BUT IT'S HAPPENED AGAIN !!!!!!!!!!! A 10 year old ex pupil of my wife! Sadly died on Wednesday evening. After an asthma attack. God bless you Jack E/R .............. aka Bob the Builder !!!!

Stormy October night

Snow in October !! What a thought. The nights are dark. The sunshine is sought! But far from the fact! Five months to come. The ice,the rain,the snow. For some it's fun !! Wrapped up warm and snug inside. Lights turned down,we try to hide. Away from the weather,out of the storm. The family together in our comfortable home. Look forward to the winter,happy or sad. It's one of the seasons,the other three we've had ! The end of the year is coming soon. Enjoy "This Season" with all it's gloom.

The cross road !

At this moment in time,my journey has hit a cross road ! The untimely death of a young (22) man ! The uncertainty of the health of a friend ! Its not easy to stay positive when things hit the fan ! I am usually the counsellor of friends and family,but I find myself asking questions,and not getting answers ! BUT I have to be positive,strong and in the end it will work it's self out. 2008 has been a year of heartache and despair,next year "WILL BE BETTER"

" Why"

Why ! Why ! Why ! Why !

Earlier in this blog I reported that a friends son had been seriously injured after a night out. Sadly William passed away without gaining conciseness @7.30am this morning Saturday 25th October 2008.

William you did not deserve this !!!!! you were one of the worlds gentle people,who in their lives did more good than harm. Your family and friends are devastated at this sudden loss of your life,their world will be in limbo for many months and years to come.

How could someone take the life of this Son,Brother,Father,Grandson,Uncle,Friend !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Your blood will live on in your daughter,and our memories of you will never fade.

Rest in peace William - you will never be forgotten.

Autumn

Days get shorter! Nights get longer! Sun stops shining! Skies turn greyer! "It's Autumn" Central heating on! Warm cloths come out! Gloves get an airing! Boots and wellies out they come! "It's Autumn" Summers gone! Autumn is here! Winters on the way! Enjoy,Enjoy,Enjoy. "Thats Autumn"

I Know you don't like flowers

I know you don't like flowers !

And plants I couldn't find.

So please accept this bunch from me.

I hope you do not mind!

I know it's been a strain.

Over the weeks and months gone by.

But now it's time to be pampered.

So why not give it a try !!!!!!!

Until we speak I'll say farewell.

And wish you all the best.

Keep your faith,be strong and focused.

And please enjoy your rest !!!!!!!!!!!

Waiting is hard !

Waiting is hard here today. Thinking,praying in my own special way. Time goes slowly,with plenty of thoughts. It's hard and punishing,it even hurts. Text and e-mail put on hold. The time has come for you to be told. With courage and strength you'll overcome. this awful time in your life. Lots of love and best wishes dear "Friend"

Has the world gone mad !

Last night my neighbours son ( 22 ) went out with a group of friends. They decided to visit a casino. After a good night,and in good spirts ( a little merry ) they make their exit. The rest is what I have been told by the family ! William and friends leave the casino. They are approached by unknown males. William is punched in the face !!!!!! "WHY" He is knocked to the ground - not sure if he was knocked out "But" the result is................... William has sustained a fractured skull,a bleed on the brain and is on a "Life Support Machine" This afternoon they have operated to relive the pressure on his brian,and bolt it back together. His family are going through "HELL" - Mum,Dad,Brother and sister - and extended family. This is why I ask the question " Has the World gone mad" Best wishes William - hopes and prayers for your speedy recovery.

A Positive Weekend "Friend"

This weekend I have a friend in need !

In need of our thoughts and prayers !

In need of support and guidance !

In need of love and loving !

In need of hugs and kisses !

In need of tolerance and truth !

In need of strength and health !

In need of friends and family !

In need of calm and peace !

In need of "ME" time !

In need of a stiff drink !

Dear "Friend" you are in my thoughts xxxxxxx

Phil "The Power" Taylor

Phil "The Power" Taylor came to my work place today!

Great bloke,came to play darts against a select few!

Leicester Tigers Rugby Union players.

650+ expected,drinking the house dry !!!!!

Plus a surprise guest.

Good to see that this world champion has his feet firmly on the ground.

No airs and graces on this guy! a man who is proud of his Staffordshire roots.

Hope you enjoy the night Phil.

"Dracula Dave"

Brother Dave,dressed in black !

Putting on his Dracula act.

Party night was in full flow.

And in he walks,to put on a show !

The cape was black,his face all white.

With wife and kids oh what a sight.

Strutting his stuff across the floor.

Soon the crowd were shouting for more.

One of the crowd in fancy dress.

Came to wish our Sis all the best.

Her 50th birthday,what a great night.

Remember,remember you got it right !

She is 50 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Journey So Far !

As the summer curtains have been drawn,and the leaves of autumn start to fall,I sat and tried to understand 2008 so far ! My Long and Winding Road has not been as smooth as it could have been,the year started off as usual cold and damp and nothing out of the ordinary.Then "bang" very early March 19th I was woken by the phone to be told my dad was been taken in to hospital. Four days later he was discharged,but asked to attend clinic the following week,the day arrived,but passed me by in a haze ! Dad had been diagnosed with lung cancer !!!!!!!!! He accepted it saying " If I have to die son,then it's my turn" ( I wish I could have been that strong ) He seemed so well,and bright as a button,then out of the blue his breathing became very erratic and I just knew something was wrong.May 23rd blue lights,off to hospital I call all the family and yep you have guessed "Dad Died" 3.45am May 24th 2008. We as a family struggle every day,I personally try to hide my feelings,but it's hard,as the eldest of 6 and a mother to keep my eye on sometimes I need time to think !!!! So the winding road hit a big hole !,but I managed to drive around the hole and continue without to much hassle.Until the next crack in the road,early August a work college taking a well earned rest at home in his garden collapsed and "Died" he was only 60 !!! He unfortunately had an undiagnosed heart condition,but still a tremendous shock. I carry on with my life,hoping that the year will get better ! Once again a smack in the head ! a friend that I had not seen for more than 25 years got in touch ( that in it's self was great ) BUT the shock here was that radical surgery is on the cards in the next few weeks,what a "SHOCK" But during the last few months there have been a few moments of joy and happiness,my mum had a big birthday 75 and in the last few days my eldest sister made her 50th another milestone ! What will the next 3 months of 2008 bring !!!! - I hope for health and happiness for ALL my family and friends and in particular my friend under going surgery,my thoughts and prayers. So heads up,positive attitude,and stride on towards 2009 with hope and aspirations of a better time ahead.

"Happy Birthday Sis"

What a party !

Dracula,The Mask,Power Ranger.

All sorts of weird and wonderful guests.

I even took a drink ! which is a very rare occasion.

They danced until the wee small hours.

Eat the sumptuous buffet ( well done all concerned )

Looking at the cake ! well you have changed just a little !

Lets look forward to the next 50 !!!!!!

Happy Birthday Linda xxx

" Yorkshire Hospitality"

Great day out in Doncaster. Cloudy and grey. Homemade "Cow pie" Great banter with the crowd. Only disappointment. We Lost !!!!!!! Beaten by a better side. Look forward to the return in the Midlands. Well done you " Yorkshire Boys"

It's Saturday

Sat in bed. Lap top on. Orange juice. Tea. Bacon sandwich. I'ts Saturday ! Sun is shinning. Weather dry. Trip up north. M1 - M18. Rugby !!!!!!! It's Saturday !

" Ode to my Dad "

It's been a while since I last saw that smile ! Upon that weathered face. It's been a while since I last saw that smile ! You left us in such haste ! I know your gone,and accept that fate. But never let me weep. For very day of every month. Your love for us we reap. I tend your grave,and keep it well. And talk as if your there ! My answer comes from inner pride. Because I know you're oh so near. Days and weeks months and more. Time will not stand still. I'll live my life with you in mind. As you know I always will. It' been a while since I last saw that smile ! Upon that weathered face. We laid you down in Gods good earth. In your final resting place. God bless Dad.

Message to a "Friend"

If you want to Talk ! If you want to Shout ! If you want to Scream ! I am here,just call. If you want to Laugh ! If you want to Cry ! If you want to Dream ! I am here,just call. If you need ANYTHING - I am here.

" Blog Off "

For the last few days I've tried my best.

To keep my mind in tune.

For the last few days I've tried mt best.

Wet,Wet,Wet.

No not the band,the weather ! It's hard to stay positive,with weather like this ! It's hard to dream of summer,the one that we missed ! It's hard to know that winter is just around the corner ! Dark wet dreary nights,oh what joy !!!!! But remember at the end of the rainbow is a pot of gold ! And fairies,leprechauns,and pixies. Just something to think about during those long dark cold nights to come !!!

" The Flame "

Calming !

Soothing !

Peaceful !

Healing !

"Music the Healer"

Music to me is a great healer,not only a pick me up but a vehicle on which to hang any emotion ! Bringing back old memories some good some bad and some you would just rather forget. But I would ask this question of everyone ! how many times in your life so far have you associated a song or piece of music with an event good or bad ! How many husbands,wife's,lovers have a "special" song ( I am sure I can recall a few ! ) This just shows the power of music,many great poets go on to be prolific song writers,and many song writers look to poetry for inspiration when writing new songs.

"Think"

I have often walked and wondered What life is all about! Born to live,then we die. And in between is doubt. In our lives there is pleasure. For all of us to share. Through the good,the bad and ugly times. We know that someone cares. Three score years and ten is the figure often said. Is the life span of humans,I know that's what I've read ! So throw away the books,discount all the tales. And remember what I said ! " Life is for living " So enjoy .............................................................

" I am Here "

I am here. if you need me ! I am here. Because I care ! I am here. to ease the burden ! I am here. as a sounding board ! I am here. to listern ! I am here. NOT to judge ! I am here. BECAUSE I WANT TO BE !!

Big Day ! ( For No 1 Son )

He's off,on his first journey of discovery ! Manchester becons,bright lights and a girl ! Staying the weekend. Money in his pocket. Head full of wonder lust. Not a care in the word. Away from his midlands home. For the very first time ! First time on a train ! Remember your first time alone !!!!!!! Enjoy Son,have a good weekend.